This is our beautiful girl, Bonsai. She’s 13 (but doesn’t look a day over 7). She hasn’t been herself lately. Won’t eat. Refusing her heart medication no matter what we wrap it in. Just acts kind of distant. Every time I think about losing her, I cry. I can’t cope with aging, death, or dying. I don’t know how. I know it’s “just a part of life” but that doesn’t help. We’re going to the vet (again) on Monday to talk about her appetite and how on earth to pill her when she doesn’t like anything anymore.

Matthew @UndamnedOne